Roads by Yours Truly

Roads.

Heading into the

darkness

Leading a life of

failure

Disparity.

Life is going

nowhere

Around every corner I find

defeat

Hope.

Tomorrow can be

better

With ever defeat comes

change

Life.

Finally my day has

purpose

This day, today, is

mine

Future.

Behold, I stand

proud

I will choose to be

successful

Change.

Turning from this darkness I

live

Living a life that I

love

Now.

I must look ahead and

listen

I must look behind and

learn

Roads.

So I wrote this poem (today, actually) and I plan to use it as my motivation for my tomorrow. As I watch the proverbial sunrise on a new path in my life, I have to use past experiences to learn, to look ahead and know that I am capable of more than I accredit myself for being able to accomplish. There's much changing in my life as of recent - so it seems since about August - and I need to blog about it all, but I feel as if it is all too soon for me to recollect. I will though, eventually, decide to blog and tell everything that this smile, this heart, and this life is hiding. Perhaps my next post? Perhaps not.

Kris

Oh, really?

Hey my love(s)...

So life, once again, has been throwing it's hurdles and curve balls that - at some point today - I plan on blogging about. I just wanted to say hello. I love you all!

Kris

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Life, Rants, Etc.

Alas, it is only Wednesday however this has been one of the longest (and hardest) weeks to endure.

Lately, I've learned a lot about my life and what I'm doing with my life: what is my purpose, where am I heading, what do I believe? Before I moved out on my own and really came out of the closet, I was deeply rooted within my faith and my church. Since moving, I've not lost my faith but in a sense I've been spiritually dead. I don't want that.

Why do I always seem to think it's impossible to be both me (Kris, gay, etc.) and a Christian. That's not impossible - in fact - it's completely possible. As of late I've found myself growing in my faith again and regaining what it is that I've lost - and let me be the first to say that not only do I miss it, but I am so much happier, even in this time.

This week a very close friend of mine from early childhood took her life. This devastating moment has really helped me to grasp the idea that tomorrow isn't promised and that I'm here now - and need to make the best of it. Not only that, but I need to take advantage of the opportunities that I have to be there for someone else, and not to let any moment slip away from me. I'm serious, this week has been quite the revelation week for my life.

*/endrant*

Procrastination.

I've been slowly falling into a pattern of "I'll do it later" or "I'll do it tomorrow"... and this includes my school work. I'm a week behind. Someone slap me. I've been bad. Heh. Wow. I'm not a whore. I swear.